Health. Patience. Trust

Health:

It's strange how your world can be rocked to it's core from one moment to the next. It could be a typical day; wake up, take a shit, go to work, eat and suddenly everything is turned inside out. It's nothing I could control, it was nothing he could control, the reigns were out of our hands. What does anything in this life mean if we don't have our health? Power, Wealth, Education, it's all useless without our health. We are all vulnerable to it, succumb to it's whim. Some things are preventable, some thing are not. Yet when it happens, preventable, non preventable does it really matter? It's hard being on the other side of the glass. At work, I deal with health and it's whims yet there is and will always be a glass divider between the people I help and the life I lead. Being on that other side of the glass sucks, sorry no other word to describe it. I realized this past month that I have to deal with being vulnerable better. When being in control all the time is the norm, its the only thing one knows.


Patience:

It takes a great deal of restraint to have patience. When life as one knows it is turned for a loop, it's only natural to react without consideration. So when consideration is out the window, what's left in it's wake is patience. Lord knows, a whole heck of a lot of patience.

Trust:

Trust is a great thing to have, a hard thing to achieve especially in a world where shitty things happen, and skepticism runs high. Just trust that things will work out.

N.